Where my dream begins will be where it ends.

This is a very long post.

2011-12-13T02:10:00.008+08:00

Finally, A's has ended, JC life has ended and some other things have also ended.

Used to have many thoughts of how I'm going to spend my time with those people I like.

now it seems so silly to have those thoughts back then.

For 6 years and 5 months approximately, I've never had left this Island for more than 1 month.

This island is definitely my 2nd home or even very possibly becoming my first home in the future.

For the first time I'm going to leave singapore for 3 months.

Part 1: Singapore

Come to think about it,

all the people I've met since 13 years old are living here.

My mum is here with my stepfather. They've been working here for more than a decade.

I've changed so much since I came here.

My chinese accent is kind of local,

my english language still stinks but I'm working on it.

It takes quite a lot of effort to become part of the society.

Of course it sucks ttm when ppl give you the you-are-cheena-not-local-please-go-away look when you tell them you're from china. It's just like you got rejected all of a sudden.

What to do? No idea.

Nonetheless, I still love this city.

Part 2: Shanghai

I sometimes really hate it when people think that all the people from china are all the same,

why must you really compare us with those uneducated people making all the poisonous food?

We're different!

I'm happy that I was born in Shanghai, a beautiful city in china.

The city's so attractive that it's the main reason I'm still holding onto my chinese passport.

It's just so different from the other places in china.

The people are much nicer than the those living in other parts of china.

High level of education, unique culture, fancy buildings, good economics developments, too many to name.

Both Shanghai and Singapore are so good in their own ways, I can never decide which is better.

This time I'll be living in Shanghai for 3 months.

Can't wait to live in my hometown again

Part 3: The people

I didn't make many new friends this year.

I got closer with some close people, I became distant with some close people.

Partially due to school, partially due to other little things.

Actually this kind of thing is somewhat unavoidable I believe.

I'm glad that I became closer with my jc friends this year.

Our relationship has improved from close classmates to forming a real clique.

Though it is sometimes very happening within the clique,

but I really appreciate the fact that the clique is the main thing making me feel alive in school.

For the warriors, I've hung out with you guys much lesser than before.

You guys are busier than last year, so am I.

This year we still meet up but mostly is to celebrate our birthdays,

but the level of enjoyment just decreases so much and I can't explain why.

We used to catch movies at ehub play cards all night last year.

I do miss those times, the fun nights we have spent are definitely worth the memories.

There are still many other really close friends like mac&melvin, raphael etc.

Also ppl like bon, sandra in jc.

You guys are really awesome!

Part 4: Pain

Dedicating a whole section to this,

this is really smth that I can never erase from my memories in 2011.

If I were to become emotional and stuff, chances are 80% is related to this.

I can't really talk much here since it's really a pathetic story for me.

Or rather I've got too much to say that I'll perhaps do something stupid again.

I used to like this girl, then I felt we got distanced, I couldn't resist my temptation to talk to her.

In the end I said really mean things. Things got worsen. Somewhat we managed to become normal after some time. Some minor things happened. I felt the same way of being ignored. We got distanced again. I said very very mean things again. She hates me very much now.

I do wish for a 2nd chance to tell/talk with this special someone and also apologies to her.

Then again almost everybody asks me to just leave it alone and don't think about it.

This thing is really annoying that I can never make up my mind between

leave everything alone and continue being hated by her(The feeling can never be described)

or call/text/any way that can allow myself to explain myself and look for that 1% possibility of overturning the situation?

Well, I always have the impulse to do the latter option but I guess listening to friend's advice and sticking to the former is a wiser choice.

A part of me hopes this to be seen by her, a part of me doesn't, another part of me thinks she totally forgets about the existence of this blog already.

I guess this is maybe why people think I'm unmanly since a man can always make a decision quickly.

Part 5: The escape

Actually I've booked the air ticket myself, I've booked it long ago.

It's kinda early right? 13/Dec/2012, just 2 weeks after A's ended.

The truth is,

I can't wait to leave this island temporarily and take a break.

If I've said I want to live with my father, that's only partially true, or more like an excuse.

The actual objective of having a 3 months stay in shanghai is to help me forget about these worries in Singapore and possibly experiencing something really different.

I know if I were to stay in Singapore, I will probably continue living the same life,

which I kinda dislike.

I've already spent many days playing games after As, this is something I want to change.

Gaming is not good at all.

I really need this break or rather "the escape" badly.

So that I can do things different from here.

I wouldn't be able to use facebook, twitter, blogger in China.

A total cut-off from the life here.

Just imagine starting a new life, making new friends, overthrowing all the unhappy memories, do all the things you like without restrictions, doesn't have to live under pressure.

How many chances can you do this in life?

I'm really lucky because I can choose to do this while 99% of the people cannot do so.

I've no idea how this trip will become,

I hope it to be great.

See you guys in Late Feb/Early March 2012.

It's the same after all.

2011-10-15T02:33:00.002+08:00

First is geraldine now is jingyan.

I think I must be among the most miserable n fucked up persons in the world that would do this kind of things.

Something must be really wrong with me.

Pathetic shit.

Self-reminder

2011-10-03T00:10:00.003+08:00

Couple of things to be done.

Firstly, tell myself IT'S POSSIBLE whenever I'm trying to do something.

Secondly, lower my self-esteem and see myself with lesser importance.

Thirdly, turn words into actions.

Friends, if you happen to see this, please help me if possible.

I really really need this change.

That seat.

2011-10-02T01:32:00.002+08:00

Why the hell can somebody be so bloody sensitive.

So what if u can't seat there.

Why are you still unable to get over it.

It's just a seat.

And yeah, I hate to mention I'm referring to myself.

1st Oct

2011-10-01T01:32:00.002+08:00

It's like one month and 9 days more to the start of A levels.

Stressed and worried, the feeling is much much stronger than O levels or anything else.

I failed to meet my expectations for prelims.

Yeah, I do set high goals for myself, in terms of academics.

It's sometimes bothering that I always feel safe when comparing myself with others.

I do not feel the urgency.

For the past one month, I've still been using the computer and play games for more than 4 hours a day.

God, what the hell is wrong with me?

I didn't even dare to do this during O levels.

Why I can't feel the urgency?

I really need those As on my results slip.

To me it's almost everything.

friends and birthday.

2011-09-27T01:31:00.003+08:00

Is birthday always good?

Nah it's bad sometimes..

Have you ever thought of deactivating your facebook acc and like clearing everything online just to see who are the ones truly remembered your birthday?

We all know at least 80% of the birthday wishes are merely convenient posts.

The bothering thing is that if the remaining 20% have forgotten too then it's really very hurtful.

Actually, you probably shouldn't trail your relationships with the others like this.

The answer is something you don't wish to find out.

Alesana concert!

2011-09-17T02:42:00.002+08:00

Had so much fun at the concert.

Entered the scape warehouse at 5.30.

There wasn't many people, like at most 400-500 in total.

6.40 a local band, above the depth, started the concert.

They performed 6 songs and honestly they're not as bad as what we think.

Singapore has good bands too.

7.40 crossfaith from japan took over.

And I managed to get into the front row.

The atmosphere was much more in shape for a concert like this since they started performing.

These japanese are really talented.

I managed to fist five their bassist and keyboard too.

I only know 2 songs of the 11 songs they played but still it was a great time spent with crossfaith.

9.00 alesana started performing.

I'm so lucky that Shawn Milke is just right in front of me!

The difference is obvious that everyone in the concert knows the lyrics for alesana's songs, while nobody knows the lyrics for the other 2 bands.

And I had a really tough time being squeezed at the front row.

They played about 12 songs.

I enjoyed most of them!!!

Stood like 7 hours today, not to mention most of the time I spent were on head banging, jumping or whatever shit.

Tiring but fun.

Perhaps I will try to join the mosh pit next time.

Overall, the concert is totally kick ass.

Much like one of the best nights this year.

2011 is generally a bad year to me.

I feel that everything is changing in a bad way.

shit happens like once in every few weeks.

I wish 2012 to be a better year.

中秋节

2011-09-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

不怎么快乐.

没有节日的感觉.

似乎小时候还蛮喜欢这个节日的.

不知道现在是变成熟了,还是变呆了.

Grown up?

2011-09-05T03:08:00.003+08:00

I've been observing all the people I know.

Be it in real life or on those social network sites, they've all have changed.

The majority has changed a lot in positive way.

They pick up new interests and experience different things.

They are no longer childish, or rather they know how to behave themselves correctly.

Some had new friends, some became even closer with their old friends.

They are either enjoying their life right now or they are working hard for their future.

I can see these good things in them.

They are better than before.

Honestly,

I feel threatened,

because I'm still the same after 2 years.

Perhaps all I've been doing in these 2 years are just talking and dreaming about the "me" I wished to be, the rest are all the same.

fck this.

i need an escape.

2011-08-26T23:46:00.002+08:00

Forever a replacement.

Someday I'll change.

FINALLY

2011-08-10T04:00:00.002+08:00

I realized how stupid&childish I've been.

Seems I really need to grow up mentally.

Lessons have been learnt.

2011-08-04T01:28:00.003+08:00

Up and down, life is like a roller coaster.

You thought you're still on accelerating upwards, but the truth is you've already fallen into the deepest abyss.

Cant help but to be emotional.

Like always.

Issues can change, outcomes are still the same.

Guilt

2011-08-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

Very often, I think others are very insensitive.

Today in school I have discovered that I've been very insensitive towards others too.

The feeling sucks and I cannot stop thinking that I've caused all these troubles.

Hopefully it will make me feel better by typing this out here.

I like night-study as it helps to bond your relationship with ur friends in school.

So I've decided that I'll be night-studying in school everyday from now on.

But I had some second thoughts when I saw her eyes just now.

My grandma's eyes.

I can sense her disappointment when I told her that I wont be eating at home for the next month.

It's like she really wanted to cook dinner for me everyday.

I know, because that's the only time we spend with each other everyday.

Sigh. I feel really bad for her.

So guilty.

2011-07-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

Even guys also have pms too i think!

Repeated.

2011-07-30T01:42:00.003+08:00

Feels a bit left out in school recently.

After all I still failed to control my thoughts and they just keep on running around in my mind.

I really really need to find a way solve this problem.

It has been affecting my studies.

When you're hurt mentally, you always tend to ask yourself why.

Why has this happened?

Why did it have to go this way?

Why why why?

But then, it is not going to help at all.

It's like when you are hurt physically, you will find a doctor and heal the wound, instead of asking why it hurts so much.

Yeah, I know this well.

but why the fuck am I still doing it?

Frustrated and disappointed.

Now Playing: Black Rose Dying

2011-07-11T00:59:00.002+08:00

The past few days have been worry-free to me.

All these post exam activities have pretty much released all my stress.

My bio-clock is so screwed that I can never sleep before 2am nowadays, thanks to the MYEs.

Honestly I think my efforts kind of paid off because I know I'm closer to my goals,

but still I've got a long way to go to ensure an uni entry proof.

I really love the feeling when I'm so drained from having fun,

that I can fall asleep immediately before my brain starts to think again.

Tmr will be the beginning of doomsday, like again.

I wish I can survive.

Meanwhile I have a bad feeling that I've screwed up smth again.

damn this feeling.

Life?

2011-06-25T04:49:00.004+08:00

Honestly I haven't been utilizing the first three weeks of the holidays well.

Yes, I have been studying but not effectively.

I totally could have spent my time a little wiser and really really clear my mid-years.

The past 5 days have really been tiring to me.

Try studying like from 12-5 at day and 10-3 at night for 5 days consecutively.

Walking home from rp 24hours mac to home on empty streets.

The coldness that acts in my joints every morning.

More and more hairs dropping when I shower at 3+am.

And I'm only 18 going 19.

Life's really sad but you don't have a choice, either you persevere or you wait to be eliminated.

Also, my emotional turmoils are coming to an end.

Like finally.......

After all, I think I'm just too weak.

So weak that I'm disgusted with myself.

But this will change someday, I have promised myself!

To somebody,

I still wish we can try to rebuild our friendship.

So that perhaps we can talk like normal friends someday.

To someone else,

Sorry I didn't study with you today. I wanted to go but I was really really so drained from the exhausting late night studying this week..

To Melvin,

hey my friend even though you probably wont see this but I really do appreciate that we have been studying very often for the past two years. Let's persist and win this final war.

To myself,

忍耐.

the emptiness is haunting me

2011-06-20T01:10:00.001+08:00

The sadness is coming from the emptiness

.

2011-06-07T23:42:00.003+08:00

sorry

.

2011-06-07T23:42:00.001+08:00

sorry then

created so many troubles.

So far away.

2011-05-24T19:53:00.003+08:00

You can have the whole world but you may still feel lonely,

because the special someone is not there.

Actually sometimes I wonder why am I even created.

Can't play sports, can't play music, not good in studies, no special talents, not handsome and not fit.

Seriously why did God create me?

I never thought it would still affect me so much.

2011-05-20T17:41:00.004+08:00

How I wish this chapter can just end as early as possible.

Probably one of the worst chapters in life.

smile.

2011-05-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

Had a great day today.

It's been a while since I've laughed and smiled so happily.

At first I tot it might be a little awkward but it ended really well.

Also met someone really unexpected today!!! Hahahaha! Is it 缘分?? xD

Once the perspective changes, everything changes.

6/May/11

2011-05-06T23:44:00.004+08:00

Honestly I think saying no is much more direct n better.

If there are things you dun like, just say it.

I dun understand and never will.

Talking about movies..

2011-05-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

Happened to go home together with chermaine and geraldine today.

Every time chermaine will start this word game whereby you have to say words in one category that starts with a,b,c,d,e,....... (Honestly I suck at this game due to my poor vocabulary)

So today's topic was Movies!!

Okays, since somebody actually told me that my blog is quite boring and I totally have to agree with that, I've decided to post something different today.

When I get bored at home, I ALWAYS watch movie to kill time.

So I've watched many many many movies that are popular and recommended by a lot of people online.

Recently I just watched this movie called 3 idiots.

This Indian movie is way too awesome.

It's touching, inspiring and ultra funny.

Personally, I used to think good movies are those movies produced with huge investments. For example, the dark knight or avatar or inception or transformers.

After watching 3 idiots, I think good movies are not associated with budget.

Watching "cheap" movies can be satisfying too.

Another movie I want to mention is final fantasy 7 advent children.

If you're a fan of gaming, then this movie is awesome as well.

The graphics are 10/10, and it was 100% the best back to the time when it was first produced.

Final fantasy series all have fairytale-like stories that allows you to 'experience' the jorney of a fictional hero.

I know I may be childish but I sometimes wish I can turn into Sephiroth.

The legendary soilder, the master of evil, the guy with silver long hair, the man who holds the epic sword.

Errm this post is really quite random.

-___-

I'm getting over it soon.

2011-05-02T03:00:00.002+08:00

My blog is such a dead land now.

I've been updating consistently for many weeks already but it seems only very very very few ppl are reading it.

Probably because I just blogging again recently and all my old viewers have forgotten this address already. hahas~

It feels more comfortable actually. ;)

The only thing different is that I'm one of the only bloggers "alive" among all the people I know.

So sad.. I know less than 5 ppl who's updating their blogs constantly.

Reading blogs is really fun as you get to know what's going on around you.

Especially for someone like me, only child and spends most of my life using the com, reading other people's blog was once my favorite entertainment.

Sigh, I think it feels great if your name is being mentioned in other people's blog. It's like an evidence that you are/were part of their lives. I can't really remember when was the last time I saw my name in other people's blog.

Errm, on a second thought I think I do remember, but the blog isn't there anymore. hahas. =<

Okays, time to sleep~

Virus, Beethoven

2011-04-29T20:22:00.002+08:00

As Miss Sum talked about arts and mentioned Beethoven today.

I realised actually I do like some of the classical music.

There's this song known as V3 in o2jam. Definitely one of the all time classics in the game.

It's so great that I even went to research back then, to find out where it was originated.

I think it was sec 2 or sec 3, I found out that it was originated from Beethoven Virus.

Or maybe it was known as Beethoven Pathetique Piano Sonata No. 8 opus 13 part 3. (Googled this)

Even today, it's still one of my favorite song in o2jam.

There are quite a number of versions. The one that influenced me the most is

"Diana Boncheva feat. BanYa - Beethoven Virus Full Version" on youtube.

perhaps you can check it out on youtube!

Matured? Or hypocritical?

2011-04-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

As we grow up, we seems to become more matured.

In fact, we are just becoming more hypocritical.

We fear to let others know how we really think or act.

Consequently, we can only keep it to ourselves to maintain your own image.

True or false?

I'm not sure, I can't make a good judgement based on my current experience.

However, I believe it's applicable to most of us actually.

Appreciation

2011-04-24T02:40:00.004+08:00

I may not be in any position to say this.

Sometimes I blame others for the fact they dun know how to appreciate.

Now I think that idea is stupid and funny, because I'm not in any position to talk about others.

I always think I'm weak or lousy when comparing myself with others.

In reality, I'm living a much much much better life than the billions of people out there.

It's always yourself who create all those unnecessary emotions.

If I can control my thoughts and emotions, the first thing I wanna do is to stop comparing myself with others.

Seems that I still need to learn more about appreciation.

Some quotations from renren.com

2011-04-19T23:16:00.001+08:00

如果很喜欢很喜欢一个人，那么，保持一个朋友的距离就够了，这样可以一辈子。千万不要奢望靠近，人一旦

有了贪欲，就注定要失去.

很多事情不能自己掌控，即使再孤单再寂寞，仍要继续走下去。不许停也不能回头。

很多时候我们不知道，却假装知道；很多事情我们知道，却假装不知道；很多时候我们不开心，却假装很开心。

生活以成败论英雄，所以必须做强者。要想成大器，就容不得胆小怕事。路再远，再荆棘满途，只要去走，勇敢的披荆斩棘，就一定能走到目的地。

We are just like animals.

2011-04-17T14:32:00.002+08:00

在澳大利亚的一个海滩上，一名游客突然发现了这只抑郁的袋鼠，它在海边站立了好久，于是拿起相机拍摄，谁知看到的竟是让他都觉得不可思议的这一幕。。事后，据动物学家介绍，动物有时也会患上抑郁症，有些也会选择自杀的方式了结此生。这样一只动情的袋鼠，也许上辈子是人类吧...

最后他消失了。。。。

蔚蓝的大海包容了多少的忧伤

life can never be balanced.

2011-04-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

Results are getting slightly better.

At least I managed to get a decent pass for all subjects and a S for GP.

Also, A for my h1 chinese and pw.

hard work or pure luckiness? I dun noe.

I only know I'm not happy.

Not really contented with other things in life.

This isn't about satisfaction or meeting expectations.

I seriously dislike the way things change these days.

Frictions between my close friends.

Pressures from family.

Possibilities of losing someone as a close friend or even as a normal friend.

All these unnecessary thoughts are existing like some spikes in my brain.

Getting emotional many times a day is smth I really hate.

Guess I really need to learn to face the reality and to forget about the past.

Dun feel like blogging anymore.

2011-04-07T17:45:00.003+08:00

My msn just got blocked again. Life sucks to the max.

Suddenly I have the urge of erasing my past.

It seems that I've screwed so many things up.

fucked up life.

Have you noticed something?

2011-03-27T02:00:00.002+08:00

Most of my posts are quite or very emotional!

Well I guess when I'm happy, I will do something more meaningful than blogging. lol!

其实中文真的很有内涵.

2011-03-20T22:06:00.005+08:00

要开心，首先要“开”心.

Oh man, how fucking true!

19/3/2011

2011-03-19T03:38:00.003+08:00

Just reached home after studying with melvin at rp mac.

Super unproductive... melvin's new ipad was a major distraction...

I was quite sian that today didnt go according to what I had in mind. Sigh!

Anyway, I think I'm dead for block test.

I've also decided to go naked for maths exam since I got no time left to practise.

Orh well, see how it goes then~~

Well, actually this blog is not so open compared to last time.

I used to put my blog's link on fb and then I decided to take it away due to privacy reasons.

Basically I dun wan to share my thoughts with everybody on facebook.. It doesn't feel right.

Then I just realised all my previous blogposts are saved as notes in my facebook page.

lols. lame shit....

Sports carnival, 5th Mar

2011-03-06T23:33:00.004+08:00

Sports carnival at bedok reservoir on Saturday morning.

Dragged myself to the venue after having only like 4 hours of sleep...

I'm in the dragon boat team this year.

Errm... basically it was fun and tiring.

Surprisingly we got into the final round when there are 4 girls out of 10. Not to mention I'm one of the 10 as well. lols

Honestly I think this is one of the first times we really hold on to the class spirit.. hahas

We got 3rd placing in the final round, I can still remember how it feels like when my little finger was trembling non-stop after the race ended.

Then the class went on to N.E. trip to marina barrage.

Our supposedly objective was to go there and explore but our true objective was to go there and take a class photo and to prove we went there as a class. lols

Anyway, the class still has some kind of tension going on and it's just like impossible to have some kind of proper gatherings i guess.

Seems that there are new visitors to this blog.

2011-02-28T21:12:00.003+08:00

More people are visiting my blog these days~

Good thing? Totally.....

Or else I may just quit blogging again someday. lols

Somewhat I believe there are some of my jc friends visiting this blog too..

Must be weird seeing the contrast between those emo posts from the previous weeks and the way I behave myself in school. Well, that's basically who I am.. Not really that good at expressing my feelings I think.

This week is week A and week A ROCKS!

There are only like 4 or 5 lessons on average everyday and you get to go home early almost everyday!!!

Yeah... Week B is totally hell and exhausting to the max.

So I'm damn free now to write smth here. hahas~

All I need to do tonight is to finish complex numbers tutorial one. =D

Now I wanna talk about my class 1029.

Individually the class is not that bad as we have many funny, sociable and unique ppl. The quieter ones are not that quiet too, it's just that they interact within their groups.

The thing is, the class is formed by cliques and it is really hard to unite it well.

This is evident from how difficult it is for us to find 10 ppl to book a table on prom.

We tried to organize some kind of class outings but it was NEVER successful.

Sigh, I'm having the feeling of faster get over it with this class already.

Afterall, it's like what I've mentioned in a certain post 2 years back.

We are together in class because we are being put together, eventually we gill go our own ways due to the difference in our interests.

Anyway, I'm up to date with how I met your mother and big bang theory already. Seems I need to find a new drama/manga soon..

I'm a freaking godlike stalker,

2011-02-24T00:21:00.002+08:00

As title says. Awwwwh YEAH!

Hey, I'm not emo anymore~

2011-02-23T23:02:00.003+08:00

Yeah, I looked through my previous posts again and I'm pretty sure anybody would think I was emo back then.

Oh well, I have to admit it was true~

Anyway, I'm perfectly fine now and 100% recovered.

Judging from the fact that only approximately 3 persons visit my blog everyday, I think you are probably looking at this before you to get to see my previous posts. lols~~

Mr Tan WL posted this as status on facebook just now and I think it's so fucking true!

D: Y does a mental wound takes such a long time to heal than a physical wound?
M: When u cut finger wat do u first?
D: Find a plaster, stop the bleeding.
M: Right. Do u look at ur finger and ask "y r u bleeding?"
D: OF COS NOT! Dun be silly!
M: Tat's right, when u r emotionally hurt, all we do is ask lots of qns, lots of whys, but we never tend to the wound, tat's y the healing process takes so long.

Random post~

2011-02-21T22:28:00.003+08:00

My goal in life:

To be among the 20% of the population who consumes 80% of the world's resources.

You know what? Actually I was taught about the importance of having $$ since young.

Interesting parents I have.

It's hard to open your mouth sometimes.

2011-02-17T23:25:00.006+08:00

I was having gp tuition at this unknown tuition center I found through internet.

The tutor is someone who has just completed NS after A-level.

Apparently he's not that good at teaching gp, but he was really friendly.

Of course I have been thinking to quit that tuition and then find another tuition from somewhere else, but I find it hard to tell him that.

It's just hard to say such things sometimes.

I was like keep wanting to tell him about it during the tuition just now but I just couldn't open my mouth.

Fyi, the tuition is 1 to 1 for the time being.(coz nobody else joins the tuition)

But eventually I still managed to tell him about it when the tuition ends.

I just wonder if sometimes you will face the same situation like me?

Hahas, I admit this post is kinda random~

Maybe just to keep my blog alive bah.

17/2/2011

2011-02-17T23:25:00.001+08:00

A really sweet song.

2011-02-15T01:07:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jcE_e-rSa4Q

At least there are friends on Vday

2011-02-12T23:24:00.003+08:00

I have to admit I'm like having PMS these days and it leads to constant mood swing.

Sometimes those little and insignificant things can really affect you much if your mind is out of control.

I had some talkings with some of my friends recently and then I was much more relieved.

Today, I went out to meet the first friend i've made in 2011--- pakho

Pakho is a Cantonese name and he's from Guangdong, China.

We knew each other through an interesting platform, which is a forum.

Today's the 3rd time we see each other.

The first time was that I told him that I can show him around my school.

The second time was that he treated me lunch for my help.

So, we went to bugis&city hall area today for shopping.

Along the way, we talked a lot and I realized it's important to listen to opinions from different people.

We are both 18 going 19, but we had a almost completely life back then.

Yet, I think his words on how to solve my problems were really convincing.

Now I believe it just takes me a few more days to become back to normal. =)

11/2/2011

2011-02-11T01:39:00.004+08:00

I was watching How I met your mother just now.

I like the show a lot as it's funny and it also reflects things that have happened in our life.

Actually I am supposed to be sleeping already, but I couldn't as my mind started thinking about stuffs...

So I actually decided to turn on my com again to write these thoughts down.

Btw It's funny that I find it more comfortable to blog nowadays, when there are just like 1 or 2 visitors everyday. (1 of the visitor is me of course)

在HIMYM中, 我最喜欢的一幕是ted在婚礼中看到victoria的那一刻.

现在在读我这个博客的人,我不知道你们会不会这么想,不过我一直很期望人生中的某一时间,那一刻也可以发生在我的生活中.

在世界上的一个角落,它可能很近可能很远,那边也有这么的一个人根你想着一样的东西,期待着同样的东西. 不过世界这么大,要找到这样的一个人真的很难. 周围有这么多人,每个人的要求和想法,追求的东西都不一样,能够找到拥有同样观点的人其实真的很幸运了.

刚才我躺在床上,想像到这样一个情景,我坐在一个陌生的环境中,做着自己的事. 可能是因为太累了,我抬起头,看到附近也有一个人.她也在做她的东西,但突然她也把头抬了起来,并看了下周围.

那时,我们发现了对方 ,相互注视了1,2秒,然后同时微笑了..........

神奇的是,我想到那里时,我竟然躺在床上微笑了,而且是那种真正快乐的笑容...,就是那种想停都停不下来的笑容..

虽然这和现实差了很多,同时我也觉得这会成为我永远都不会实现的幻想.

不过如果真的发生了,那真的是太棒了..

跟现在的生活相比,不,跟这几年的生活相比,我又感到了一阵刺痛.

或许生活真的让我很烦恼呢.

是你吗?

可能你还没有出现吧.

Why blogging?

2011-02-08T00:42:00.005+08:00

It was interesting that my gp tutor talked about narcissism today.

Narcissism is basically like zi lian? It's kinda true that narcissism is becoming the norm nowadays.

But there is this part which I dun really agree with my gp tutor.

It's true that people share about their daily life, thoughts and feelings on their blogs.

However, it's not entirely correct to say that blogs are meant for your views.

I think my blog is more of like a diary to me.

Few more years down the road, I'm pretty sure that I'll be amazed by my older posts when I review my blog completely. I'll probably be thinking how silly I was back then or maybe I'll miss my lifestyle in the past.

I think it's also totally cool to write about your life constantly. Blog is a good medium for people to catch up with others and their new way of life, without having to ask them directly or smth.

Many of us have probably had times when we spend hours on reading other people's blogs and I believe those times were awesome?

At least I think so~~

Okays too much crap already. time to go. bye~

This feeling sucks.

2011-02-06T23:49:00.001+08:00

Forever, it's just an empty word that often drowns
behind the illusions
Yet we always try to encourage our disbelieves with
such a frailty word
I often stand against the wind with my both eyes shut
Inhaling natures oldest way to tell you exactly what
you want to hear
And not even once I recalled your name.
As the sun burns the horizon,
and as the darkness settles in,
this night will be as lonely as the next one
However,
for the first time in months I do hope for a sunrise

Adept-Let's Celebrate, Gorgeous! You Know Who's Party This Is

first 3 weeks of j2 life.

2011-01-30T00:53:00.003+08:00

30/1/2011

I've been a j2 for 3 weeks already.

Somehow I prefer school life for these few weeks, I can feel the motivation to go to school.

Maybe it's because school can keep myself occupied and can leave no time for me to waste.

I've realized emptiness is the word to describe me.

Playing dota for months and wasting 3 or 4 hours on the internet everyday, this is the typical me.

Staring at facebook blankly, visiting all the same forums, reading the world's latest news, all these are part of my daily routine.

Reason? I think I'm trying to make myself "exist".

It sure sucks if you dun noe what's happening around you.

It's weird onlining msn all day when nobody talks to you, and yet you continue doing it.

It's just the emptiness within me I guess.

In fact I've been doing well in my life these few weeks, but I'm emotional now probably because I've always trying to hide this emptiness within myself.

Anyway, I like J2 life.

This is so similar to sec 4 life, when you no longer need to take the subjects you hate.(Yes, PW and Chi)

You only need to study subjects that's really important.

I feel it's fine even we can have 7 hours of lesson a day, it's tiring but it's way better than wasting your time on things like pw.

Btw, bridge is my fav card game now~~ hahas

Yesterday night was really awesome, I really like the chatting part.

Got jingyan xueying yizen timothea cheekong and me, so sad that some guys cant make it.

Even though we've been in the same class for one year, but it's really true we dun know each other well.

Hopefully we can do this often~~~

(But seriously it's freezing when u sit on nex's rooftop garden at 10pm, the wind kills.)

Okay, I have to admit I wa moody just now so I thought of blogging and now......

I'm totally cool. lol!

Kay, bye~

2011!!

2011-01-03T02:14:00.007+08:00

Happy new year all!

2010 is merely history now, I will say last year has been a long year because somehow I think I went through a lot.

Firstly, I have stopped facebook from importing posts from this blog.

Sometimes I do not really feel comfortable when you write things down and then everybody can see it.

So I guess only my secondary school friends and maybe a few close friends can visit here now. =)

Since I have also stopped updating my blog regularly, so just come visit my blog once a while, lyk every 2 weeks? lol!

Okay, starting with recent things that happened.

I was pretty happy that I was one able to visit Mediacorp Chinese News department, this somewhat made me think that I have chosen the correct CCA in jc.

It has really been an unusual experience since media is really like a special field, especially news. It's really like once in a life opportunity to see how people make news and you get to learn how to make news.

Though it was only like a 5 days programme(last year's batch had 2 weeks!!! =[ ), I've learnt a lot. Fortunately I got to follow the journalists to go around the island to interview people and make news clips. I have also seen the editing and broadcasting studio.

All I can say is, the 30 mins news requires a lot of efforts to be done.

I'm too lazy to upload the photos but it's in my facebook photos, so go and find out if you are interested!

That was 27-31th Dec 2010.

I also went to visit bangkok with my family. Nothing much to say, I think the place is somewhat similar to my hometown, shopping centers and shopping centers, then also have some old traditional venues, but overall is just boring. The time there was not really enjoyable, comparing Bangkok, Phuket and Bali. I would say the Bali trip when I was in sec was the best. Really nice scenery, the best place for holiday!!! When I'm rich I would like to have my honeymoon there. lol!

Bangkok trip from 18-24th.

Moving on, I had vacation since 24th Nov. It's been 5 weeks plus of holidays already. In terms of studies, the progress is like close to zero work done. My final results for year 1 wasn't quite good. I kinda told myself to study more during the hols but obviously i failed BADLY.

Oh yeah, I cannot really remember if I used to post my results on my blog or not.

Anyway, my results slips for my mid-year and final year exam in year 1 are just beside me.

So I think I shall write them down, so maybe next time when I visit the blog with new results I will say WOW, I HAVE IMPROVED SO MUCH.

Mid-year Exams

Chem h1, 33.0, U, 22.4%

Chinese h1, 65.6, B, 87.4%

GP(A.K.A English) h1, 39.8, U, 27.9%

Econs h2, 31.0 , U, 22.1%

Maths h2, 40.0, S, 65.6%

Physics h2, 47.0, E, 68.4%

To sum up, U is like F9 in secondary schools. S is sub-pass, E is pass( 45 or more).

So I got like 3 Us for my mid-year. My rank points is 21/80.

Really lousy results.

But fucking surprisingly, I'm still above average in my class with this kind of shit. =.=

Yeah, my class ranked 38th out of 38th for mid-year. =.=

MYE has been a good lesson to teach me: no last minute study, must study completely(I rmb chem 40% of marks from the new chapter, we learned 5 chapters), must do homework, lower your self-esteem.

Promotional Exams(A.K.A EOY)

Chem D, 42.9%

Chinese B, 61.8% (WTF, SO LOUSY?)

GP U, 0.3%(Up to now, I still can't fucking believe it. I scored 39/100 for mid year I got 27%, I scored 35/100 for promos then I got 0.3% for overall??? YOU FUCKING KIDDING?)

Econs S, 11.3%

Maths B,77.1%

Phy C, 58.4%

P.E. C,18.5%

I think I studied a lot for chem and it worked, seriously regretted sleeping so much in lectures and tutorials. Revision for Maths was good and it sure proved well. Phy okay okay. Chinese was surprising lousy and I dun noe why. P.E was..... I passed Napfa, I went 90% of P.E. lessons, I wrote what I have participated and I had 18.5%. _l_ Econs never study much, I always used that 1 hour lecture to make up for my sleep and I cannot really imagine how much is there to catch up this year... G.P, holyfuck... I think my English standard hasn't improved since sec 4, I got a teacher who ignores everyone and continues to teach when only 3 ppl were listening to him. Next I got a teacher who told you to get out of the class when you were late for like 6 mins? Whatever.. Gonna find G.P tuition soon.

So yeah, that's all.. A complete end of my so called good results in punggol. lol!

After all, I need to study hard everyday just like everyone around me does.

Final summary for 2010, I didn't achieve my goals.

So 2011, here I come!

I'm posting something, after half a year.

2010-10-03T02:48:00.004+08:00

Somehow I have totally forgotten that I still own this blog.
Perhaps is because I seldom came to this blog ever since april and then it's no longer in the top 8 visited sites in my google chrome, so.... I forgot about this blog entirely.
Kinda sad that the archives page is no longer consistent since Nov 2008.

Well, I had the idea of updating this blog as I came across a blog of my friend just now. =P
It's actually a weird time to post this since my promotional exams is just one day away.
But who cares!! since I think I'm gonna write a long post!!

For the past 6 months, I think time passed pretty fast.
The downslope of my results in term 2. Slacking all the while and wasting my life away on dota,anime,cards and close friends. I dun really regret because I know I kinda enjoyed myself. Causes and consequences? Perhaps.
Flunked my mid-year since I didn't really prepare much, maybe it's due to the "excellent in studies" aura in punggol. Well, I just tot it would be same. Last min mugging and stuffs.
(Failed almost everything, even MATHS!!!!! It's really quite depressing for me)

Cannot rewind what happened during the June hols, I can only remember that I had spent 10 days in my hometown. Seriously I kind of dislike my life there, I was like some kind of goods! For like at least 5 days, I merely stayed at home, surfed the net and went out for a dinner which my dad would invite a group of ppl(lyk 10?) and then introduce me to them. He would typically say:"This is my son, he's studying in Singapore now." Well, it's true but you dun have to let everybody know right, especially when the truth is my mum is the one taking care of me the most.

Erh, getting off from the topic, it's just a little thing I dun like about my dad.
Okay, errm. I also visited the world expo in Shanghai. Shall summarize in a few words: grand,packed,amazing buildings,99% chinese visitors,long queues, not enough dustbins, but definitely interesting. Btw I also went to this theme park called"欢乐谷" with my cousin and his gf. It's ROCKS TTM! F***ing awesome shit, I'll definitely bring all my friends to this place if they visit Shanghai. HAHA!

Back to Singapore, I had MYE and did badly for it.(Why am I repearting =.=) Lessons went on as usual after that. Project work was wasting my life away and I totally hated it. Somewhat I gotta say my groupmates are quite lousy. Either slacking or claimed to be spending a lot of time on it and then produces craps. Nvm, one month more and PW's over.
Life sucks during this period, I looked forward to every friday night because it's the only time I can really enjoy myself. Gotta admit, It was totally no-life without those nights. Kind of miss the drinking days. Errrm, come to think of it, I haven't been touching alcohols for half a year already I think.

September, I began my revision for promos during the holidays. I set many many daily goals for myself, though I failed to complete them, not even for a single day. ROFL!!!
Then I lost my momentum after that.... Merely completing my assignments and start to use computers every night.

Thinking of what I have typed, it'a all about schools and stuffs and this has proven i'm really no life. lol!!!!

Actually, I've always wanted a gf or best ff, but I dun noe what's holding me back.
When I start to think of the consequences of having one, it irritates me.
Hanging out with you guys or using the computer will stop me from thinking about it and I'm really used to it now.
Even though we all dun have gf(except one faggot), life still rocks when we waste our life together. True?

Once again, it comes into this stage...

2010-04-01T00:55:00.002+08:00

From looking forward to school during orientation, to sometimes kinda bored in school during Feb and Mar, until I do not look forward to school anymore now.

Sian, maybe is because of studies, but somehow I feel it's more like I dun feel the point of going to school anymore.

Sigh..

Why are holidays always so short!!

Days are not getting better.

2010-03-09T22:22:00.003+08:00

As title says.

I feel kinda lost now.

Things are changing too fast around me.

I think I may need another chilling session again.

Damn, efff this feeling.

I'm updating again!

2010-03-01T00:26:00.003+08:00

I think my blog is going to be updated once a week..

Since most of my friends are not updating anymore. So sian..

For this week..

Errrm. School has been quite tiring.. (Actually it's not really true, just that I sleep late everynight.. HAHA!)

Seriously, I need motivation to study..

I'm only spending lyk 1 hour or less on studies everyday.

Then, got to spend my whole Sunday on doing homework.

Still, I spent most of the time using com again.

~.~

Anw, Saturday went to Melvin hse to play.

Really cannot stand staying at home for the whole week...

Yeah, so his 3rd brother one month old liao, 16 years smaller than him.. Can call Mel daddy liao..~ =)

Played cards and talked crap.. and the day just ended lyk that.

Today stayed at home and do homework + watch anime.

Seriously, life sucks during this weekend.. >.>

Okay, My CCA now is Channel News Nanyang, a.k.a CNNY.

Do editing, filming, reporting etc.

The first session is... kinda boring actually.. Hopefully it'll be better next time! =]

Errm. Maybe update next time bah..

My brain is very empty now~ lols

Jc Life officially begins!

2010-02-21T23:32:00.002+08:00

Hi, readers.

Once again, I haven't been updating my blog for a long long time..

So I'm here to make it not so dead..

So yeah, continue from last post.

Our orientation group members have been allocated to different classes..

And it somehow marks the end of the slacking days..

I'm now in class 1029.

Core subjects Physics, Maths and Econs H2, and my h1 subject is chem..

Okay,but I really have to complain that the school dun allow me to take PCME, Econs H1 because I'm a combined science student in secondary school.. >.>

Anyway, new class is kinda awesome too, just like the OG.

Then, Chinese New Year..

I went to Phuket Island during CNY with family.

The place is very nice, but Bali Island seems to have the nicer beach and sea.

It was a short trip, 4 days and 3 nights.

Nth much to mention, just that I tried jet skiing and snorkeling. (P.S, snorkeling is very fun!!!! even though I cannot swim. lol!!!)

After that, caught Percy Jackson, Su Qi Er(or Su Qi Gai) and The wolfman with the 11 warriors..

Not all 11 were there btw, lols~~~

Many said Percy Jackson is very nice, but I feel so-so only leh.. Maybe I was too tired on that day..(Yeah.. when school ends at 5 and then watching a movie at 9.30, it is not really a good idea..)

Su Qi Er.. OMG... First one hour is 风云, 2nd hour is 霍元甲...

Unless you very free, otherwise not recommended... lols..

The wolfman, I like this one quite a lot.. =)

Okay, I cannot think of anything else to blog about now... ~.~

Byebye~

Orientation in NYJC rocks!

2010-02-02T23:46:00.004+08:00

As topics says.

Orientation just ended lyk few hours ago and it was so damn awesome!!!

Well, I have to say it's kinda sian during parts of the orientation.

But last few hours of the orientation really made me high!

Honestly speaking, I liked it a lot.

Especially the disco night...

It's just so fun and memorable!!

Much better than our Prom night sia~~~~

So yeah..

Making new friends and maybe starting a new life in JC.

Hahas.

Not forgetting the old friends too, since we stay so close to each other.

Still can hang out frequently, yeah.. (Got activities must jio, lol)

Tmr school will start officially, let's see how my life goes in NYJC. haha!

Oh yeah, I think I should blog about something kinda interesting happened today.

I was having dinner with my group at evening.

Then I heard the group next to us started singing " Happy birthday to you......"

And I was just about to lyk sing tgt wif them.

Until I heard a very familiar name and saw a very familiar figure.

Yeah, that person was YeeZheng.. LOL!

Anw, happy birthday to him!

Even though I forgot his birthday. haha~

Okay, I'll stop here.

Bye~

HERE I COME! NYJC!

2010-01-27T06:29:00.004+08:00

Well, I had ignored my blog for the past few days.

Because my computer was down and thus, I had totally forgotten about this blog. LOL!

Anyway, went sim lim three days with raphael in the past three days.

Since both our computers got problem..

Sunday went to do research..

Monday went to finalise our parts.

Tuesday went to take our computers.

We spent 1.2k each for the computers, and we got EXACTLY the same parts.

Well, I have to say I had spent 5 hours - 10 hours doing research on the computer parts.

Somehow, I do feel as if I almost know every little thing about computer now.(in terms of hardware)

Okay, maybe I shall stop blogging about this new computer now, even though it makes me feel excited. lols~~

I JUST RECEIVED MY POSTING RESULT!

I got the sms at 6.07am when a very nice dota game just ended 10 mins ago.

(IT WAS REALLY A NICE GAME, WITH ALL 10 GOOD PLAYERS, INCLUDING DARRYL CHENGHAN AND ME!

AND IT WAS IN CAPTAIN MODE, HAHA!

Really proud that we won the game~ cheers~)

Errrm. I ran off the topic again. lols~

I feel lyk I'm entertaining myself on this blog now..

ANYWAY!

I GOT INTO NYJC SCIENCE STREAM.

Byes!

Long time No Blog.

2010-01-17T19:33:00.004+08:00

Yeah, as title says..

I failed to post the Japan trip before the release of O-results.

To be honest, it only has one paragraph even now. lol!

These days have been quite boring.

Somehow I can say is one of the worst period of these years.

Wasting my life everyday and doing meaningless staffs.

Yet, I'm not the only one who's facing this situation. (Hor, gamblers?)

I back got my O-results too.

Somehow it was kinda disappointing, because I always tot I can secure a B for English in this exam.

In the end, it was still the same grade I've been getting in the past four years..

English-C5

A.Maths,E.Maths,Chinese,Combined Science,Combined human-A1

Anyway, thinking of the positive side, I actually believed the mistakes I've made in Combined Science would get me an A2 or even b3.

So, it's still a good result overall.

I went to the Nanyang JC open house with Melvin and we both put NYJC as first choice.

Actually, we planned to go NY since half a year ago. Hahas.

Another factor is that, I heard the seniors with good results in Punggol Sec all went to NYJC for the past few batches. (If I'm not wrong)

So, we shall keep this tradition.

All rights, I think that's all for this post.

From now on, my blog will be active again.

Three weeks are quite long for a vacation, but it's still kind of short..

2010-01-07T02:31:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I'm back from Tokyo.

It was a nice trip and I have learnt a lot about Japanese culture.

I'm not going to blog about the whole trip yet because I'm really lazy to do so~~

Hahas, anyways.

I'll definitely update the whole thing before the release of Os Result.

Next Monday... Errrrm.. We shall see.

Orh yeah... We are having a chalet after the release of the results.

Most probably it will be a 4 express chalet.

Maybe during 13th to 18th January?

It's either we book two rooms for two nights at costa sands.

Or we book one big room for one night at aloha downtown.

(Budget limit, lols~)

We haven't confirm if we can organise this chalet successfully, but please feel free to leave a feedback here. =)

Returning Singapore Soon!

2010-01-04T21:26:00.002+08:00

Finally, it comes to the end of my 3 weeks trip in tokyo..

Actually, it's more of a homestay in tokyo. lols~

Anyway, to be updated when I'm back.

I'm not lazy to update....

2009-12-22T12:19:00.002+08:00

As topic says.

I just realised my mum forgot to put the camera USB cable into my luggage.

So.. I cannot transfer any of the photos taken into my laptop.

Yeah~

But I'm already drafting for the past few days..

Maybe I'll write a super long post for the whole trip when I'm back?

Hahas~

Tagboard is still open, feel free to comment~

I'm still too lazy...

2009-12-18T15:28:00.003+08:00

Ahh, change of plans.

I didn't head to shibuya today because.. it was.. tooooooo cold!

The temp was probably below 5 degree celcius as told by my aunt.

I woke up at 10.20am today(GMT+9, JP Time), kyosuke was jumping on my bed. haha

Had breaunch after that,(breakfast + lunch, XD) milk+ rill ball + egg + sausage and pork cutlets.

Oh yeah, there was this innovative thing from German.

It was a straw with minced choco balls inside, when you use the staw to drink original milk, the milk will become choco flavour!!! HAHA!! Super cool lah~~

But it was a gift from German, so most prob cannot be found in Japan.

Aftertoon was totally wasting my life away~

Played with Kyosuke.. I tied his hands up! LOL!

Then watched some anime online, with Kyosuke again~

Napped from 2 to 4 just now, I just became tired so easily...

It is 4.40pm, nippon time, I finished updating..

Ltr I'm going to the supermarket again to get some gel/clay and some snacks too!

Tmr, I'm definitely heading to shibuya!

Okays, to be updated!

Keep tagging too!

Giving a title to a post. For the first time, after a long time. =)

2009-12-17T22:37:00.006+08:00

Errrm..

Where to start off?

Okays, maybe I shall start from where I stopped 2 days ago..

After reaching T2, I had a one hour ++ chat with my mum in starbucks.

I have to say I know better about my family now.

Airport is always boring, some more I was travelling alone...

The one hour flight(40 minutes, to be extact) to KL was damn fast..

I literally fall asleep after the plane had taken off.. and woke up only when it landed..

KL airport was... a bit lousy...

I couldn't find a citibank ATM after walking around for 30 mins.

No choice but to change ringgits using yen.

Stayed at starbucks for 2 hours and watched anime there.

The 6 hours flight from KL to Narita was definitely one of the best flights I had..

4 hours of nice sleeping and no turbulences, yays!

I left Singapore at 6.45am and I reached Narita at 6.15pm( 5.15pm in sg time)

Checked out and met my uncle, who is a Japanese.

We communicated through simple English. haha!

After one and half hour's travelling, we finally reached his house.

The house is really nice!!

Even though it was 90m^2 only, but it seemed like bigger than my 120m^2 house in Sengkang,

Not counting the two small gardens too!

The house is decorated in Eurasian style, and it is new!

The building only finished its construction in 2005.

It is totally western and it only has got one tatami room(the one I'm staying in).

And it is definitely HIGH-TECH!

Orh yeah, there is one thing I didn't noe about Japanese houses..

The bathroom and toilets are seperated.

Had udon as dinner cooked by my Aunt, bathed and slept.

It was 11pm local time and 10pm sg time..

First time sleep so early in these few monthes!!! LOL!

Woke up at 11am(local time) the next morning.

My aunt was kinda amazed that I woke up so late~~

Sleeping is really a nice thing to do in winter.. =D

Btw, I forgot to intro my two cousins.

Ryousuke and Kyosuke, 10 and 6 respectively. ( Not sure I spelled correctly)

They call me "Fei Fei kor kor", in Shanghainese some more.. LOL!!!

I had my lunch wif my aunt n kyosuke at a ramen shop nearby, but it is not those kind of mobile ones.

Then we went to Uniclo department store to get some extra clothes for me.

We went to supermarket after that, the seafood was really.... ATTRACTIVE. HAHA!!

Headed home and it was already 4pm.. Time passed so fast!

The sun sets at 5pm here, same as winter in Shanghai.

Had dinner cooked by my aunt, it was really nice! haha~

Played with my cousins after that, we played some board games.

I won them both in reversi! =p

Had some chat with my aunt just now, until my uncle returned home from work at 11pm++..

I was really amazed by the hard working Japanese...!!

Okays, used computer then as my uncle brought me a "transformer".

Because there are no three-pin plugs in Japan, so I need that to use my laptop.

I think that's all for this post, I didn't take any photos along the way, but I'll take more when I'm in center Tokyo!

I'll be heading to shibuya tmr, to be updated!

16/Dec/09

2009-12-16T03:25:00.003+08:00

Just reached home after playing cards with the guys at a car park nearby my house.

I haven't been blogging for a very very very long time.. haha

Anyway, I'm leaving Singapore soon!

And, I'll be staying in Japan for three weeks!!!! =DDDDD

But of course, I'm staying in my aunt's house, not any hotels~

Okays, gonna finish my packing and then head to airport liao..

It's gonna be a long trip since I have to stop at KL first before heading to tokyo.

Total travel time: 11 hours++..

OMG!

Wish I will be able to endure it. haha.

Anyways, to be updated..

8/Dec/09

2009-12-08T08:11:00.002+08:00

I'm posting at 8am today.

Haha.

Recently, have been hanging out for two nights.

Gambling seems to be the best way for us to kill our time.

We made a record on the longest time spent on playing cards.

When you play cards for fun, you will realise it is so sian.

But it is totally different when you are playing it along with money. =)

Last night went to Mac's party at her house.

Even though it was a bit weird since she was the only girl there.

Anyway, we had pasta as dinner and...

Watched some ghost videos.

Played cards.

Taking care of the alcoholics.

Etc,etc.

Until it was 6am and we all left.

Had breakfast at Rivervale plaza Mac.

Walked home next.

Oh yeah, we met this uncle when we were at Mac.

He asked us for two bucks and he told us he hasn't been eating for two days.

In the end, we all never gave even though we felt guilty.

Only because this uncle has got a big tummy. HAHAHAHHA!!!!!

Anyway, reached home and bathed.

Dota-ed for one round and lost the game quickly in 20 mins. ( Scourge = Beiju)

Choon kiat is sleeping in my room now and I'm going to sleep too.

Bye~

4/Dec/09

2009-12-05T00:16:00.002+08:00

After slacking at home for so many days, I finally got a formal outing today.

It's been quite a while since I last went out with Raphael and Melvin.

We met at Pasir ris in afternoon, about 5pm.

Kinda surprised when we met Chenjun's group at Mrt station.

Traveled to Bugis and went to Iluma.

Then I knew there are other theatres than Shaw, Gv & Cathay. ~.~

Well, I think Iluma has got nothing other than the awesome lanshop at its top floor.

Of course, its rates is awesome too... $3.50/h... (抢钱？)

Actually we were thinking of watching movie, but we had a hard time deciding which movie to watch.

In the end we walked to the Cathay to watch Mulan, but........

no slot! HAHA!

Had dinner at KFC and played Lan at parklane for 2 hours.

Both games also lost(Dota)...

Beiju...

Long long time never lose liao leh.. (Yeah.. I'm trying to show off. haha!)

Still, I was one of the MVPs(A.K.A Most Valuable Player) in game.

Okay.. I think I reached home by 11.40pm..

I took a shower and started blogging..

But I didn't realise it's 12.30am alr.

LOL!!!

Why time passes so fast?

Okay, off to watch my Eva.

3/Dec/09

2009-12-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, people have the mood to do different things.

Today, I would like to recommend one of my favourite anime.

Neon Genesis Evangelion (新世纪福音战士）

An anime which was topped in Japan, like 15 years ago?

It's an anime, bascially about angels(which are actually the "monsters") and human.

There are robots made by the human to fight against the angels.

But it's definitely not smth like gundam.

It may seem to be a dull anime where the robots fight again monsters.

However, as you slowly watch this anime, you will understand the anime is more about

human nature and their minds.

This anime is actually.. very hard to understand if you want to understand the story fully.

And once you understand, you'll be amazed by the writer's creativity and his/her understanding of mankind.

Still, I really hope you all would watch it.

It can be found at animefreak.tv

1st/Dec/09

2009-12-01T20:10:00.002+08:00

It's already December, the last month of the decade.

I feel that I am wasting my life away everyday.

Why is it so hard to do something constructive everyday??

Arhhh.....

Somehow I think I need to find a job, since I have never worked in my life.

But, I'm just scared of something.

I'm stuck at the mid-point of becoming mature or remaining at the current me.

Or is it I want the old me back?

The me when I was 12 years old?

When I really did not have much worries and thoughts, and really enjoying my life everyday?

I wish I can understand myself thoroughly.

Confused.

28/nov/09

2009-11-29T04:29:00.000+08:00

GAMBLE IS A SIN!!

27/Nov/09

2009-11-27T06:44:00.003+08:00

Yeah, it's 6.45 am now.

I have just finished cleaning my house.

Choon kiat is still dying on my sofa and yong quan just left not long ago.

I'm blogging in my room now, which I believe is quite dirty.

On my LHS, there is a cup of green tea.

On my RHS, there is half a bottle of absolut vodka original.

Next to my bed, there is a trash bag.

Still, I have decided to blog first, before the last showdown.

Okay, maybe I shall begin from the morning.

Woke up at 10.30am today, since I only slept at about 4am the day before.

Cleared my room and I was kinda surprised that my family has already arranged the tables and chairs.

I headed to compass meet guowan,siying and chengkiat.

Bought the sliced pork and beef.

Then, returned home to fridge the meat and headed to little india.

Bought alcohols at sheng siong, since the price is lyk.. most reasonable there? haha!

FYI, 3 bottles of vodka, 2 of which were rubbish(SUPER hot) and absolut vodka is still the best.

Travelled back to compass, bought my cake at bengwan solo.

Actually I wanted to get one big one small, so can stack them and it will form a BIG cake.

But 3 of them insisted not to do that, coz ppl only stack cakes for wedding.. lol!

Anyway, if the cake was a little bit bigger, then there would be enough for all.

Lastly, went to buy drinks and some frozen food at NTUC rivervale mall.

Also, I rented 3 movies.(Only watched 2 during the night though)

Okayys, dot dot dot dot dot...

Setted up everything and waited for ppl to come slowly.

Yeah..

The steamboat was quite okay, we had 2 steamboats on the big table and one steamboat on the small table. (1 steamboat was borrowed from yee zheng, thanks for that)

Also, I MUST thank my mum and grandma for helping me out.

They were like, serving the food continuously for 2 hours and they did almost all the food preparation!!!

So I think it all went on quite well for the steamboat part.

I had a good dinner, but dun noe why I was a bit moody that day.

Probably because there was still something stuck in my head.

After the dinner, we started to clear the tables and some guys started gambling alr.. HAHA!

Then, Mac was told to be on the way and she still needed to eat!

So we setted up 2nd round for her.

Some leisure activities went on after we cut the cake at 11pm lyk that.

Well, I dun have the photos, they are all with Xinwei!

After that, we began the alcohol section!!!

AND IT WAS WHEN THE DISASTER BEGAN!

Actually, it wasn't really that bad.

The first bottle was finished by the guys playing the roulette.(Thanks for the roulette man!!!The most special gift received ever. =] )

The 2nd bottle was finished by the "Pia gia" group I think.

The 3rd bottle was taken away before it could be finished by the half-drunks.

yeah, if not it would really cause much trouble.

Anyway, most guys were conscious.

But 4 or 5 of them were half-drunk or semi-drunk.

So we had a hard time taking care of them.

Oh man, I'm really scared that the neighbours are going to complain me!!!

Things were only back to normal after 3am++

Some left, some went to rest.

The party finally kinda ended at 5+, where most ppl left home.

Only left the two guys whom I mentioned earlier.

Afterall, I have to thank Chengkiat for his great help in planning n helping.

Also the people who helped me to carry things!

And the people who rented me things!

Not to forget the people who came to my party too!

Okays, I think that's all.

I'm still a bit moody now, only for some personal things.

Maybe the alcohols can help me out!!!

The party only ends, WHEN I'M DOWN! HAHAHAHAH!

BYE!

26/Nov/09

2009-11-26T03:51:00.002+08:00

I'm officially 17 now!

One more year, then I will be an adult already!

Somehow, I do not think I'm ready yet.

Haha!

Class BBQ today!

Had loads of fun at bbq and ate a lot too!

The first round of it ended at 9+.

Then I went to play at the playground, it was quite fun actually.

When you are playing with your friends, of course. =]

Headed back at 10+, and drank a little bit of alcohols.

I was not drunk this time.~

But still got others who were drunk lahh~~

Anyway, left about 15 ppl at 11+

Had 2nd round of bbq after that.

About 12 of us slacked until 3, then cabbed home.

It was nice to lay on the grass and look at the stars!

Not to forget about the sea breezes too.(Although it was kinda cold there,haha!)

But I wish there could be something more.....

Okays, my first birthday party at 7pm,26th Nov 2009!

Actually I'm not really prepared at all.

So I'll need to go around many many many places tmr! haha!

Oh yeah, sorry in advance if I didn't get to invite you, because there are limited seats available.

=[[

That's all. Bye!

24/Nov/09

2009-11-24T16:49:00.003+08:00

My Visa is done!!!

FINALLY!!

haha!!

Next thing would be planning the trip.

I will be spending 3 weeks in Japan!!!

16th Dec to 5th Jan!

But the last week is new year, so probably cannot go out, because shops are closed and people

need to go to temples etc.

But, I still got 2 weeks to be spent near central Tokyo n Yokohama district.

Definitely, I have to do lots of research. ~

Haizz, but I have limited fund!!

So, I went to B.O.C (a.k.a Bank of China) this morning to withdraw money...

For my birthday party! (Not really a party, more like a gathering! haha!)

Then, went to Embassy of Japan!

Which is also quite far away from Ion Orchard.

Lastly, bought some clothes at Far East plaza!

Beiju... Shop alone... lol!

Then went to Little India, sheng siong supermarket to check out the price of alcohols!!

Then I wonder.. the absolute vodka in sheng siong is like.. 41 bucks for original,

but it costs 65 in giant!!!!!

Lol, why the diff is so big?

Anyway, went to compass library to return books and headed home.

Surprisingly, it was only 2.30pm when I reached home..

Haha!!

The next two days are going to be busy!!!

Hope everything goes well!

22/Nov/09

2009-11-23T03:58:00.002+08:00

Yeah.

Continue from the last post.

Actually I forgot what had I posted in last post alr.. HAHA!

Anyway, just lyk that lor.

Maybe it's best to just let go of.. everything? =]

I watched my first mid-night movie in life, and also the first horror movie since I was 11?(Cannot rmb..!!) on Saturday.

Haha, paranormal activity.

It was not really an exciting show?

Just the last 10 or 15 mins were really.. CREEPY! LOL!

Orh yeah..

To Shaun n Mac:

I ALSO WALKED INTO THE WRONG HALL WHEN I ENTERED THE THEATRE!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

It was super embarassing when someone else told you that you were seated on their seat, and even entered the wrong hall....

Anyway, the cool thing is that.

I watched it with my old classmate!!!

FROM SHANGHAI!! HAHA!!!

We were classmates for one year, the year I left Shanghai~

Then I sorta lost contact with my old friends because I lost my IM acc. (kenna hack.. knnnn)

Until Sec 3, then I found this "memorial book" which was kept in my shelf for years.

Then, tried to contact them.. and..

I succeeded!!

But the sad thing was that, it was the year which they were graduating from middle school alr.

(Well, In shanghai, it's 5 years for primary, 4 years for secondary, 3 years for high school)

So yeah, my friend came to Singapore to studyy after the release of their results!!

Well, it was just weird to meet someone, you haven't seen for.. lyk.. 4 years?

haha!

She said I changed a lot, because..

I was actually someone who get bullied by girls and broke school rules easily at that time.~

It was even more proud when my form teacher decided to visit my house for a talk...

It was very honored, since I was the only one chosen. HAHAA!

And now, she said I look like a nerd? LOL!!! beiju....

Had lots of chatting and watched the movie on that night.

Cabbed home and it costed me 22 bucks!!

Now I'm.. broke!!

Somehow I feel lyk working..

But, I just feel weird to go to work, somemore I only have one month vacation.

And I'm a foreigner too!.. haha!

Other than that..

I have been playing truth no dare with many friends these days.

I sorta became a secret-less person now.

HAHA!

Shall spend more time with our current friends.

Since we'll definitely become not that close in future.

Bye!

21/Nov/09

2009-11-21T17:09:00.004+08:00

I shall update my blog now.

Prom night on 18th Nov.

It was kind of a long day.

I'm too lazy to upload the photos here.

So just go to my facebook and look for the photos!

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=profile&id=557657590

Add me if you are a passer by!

I was having mixed feelings throughout the day.

Somehow I just feel weird posting everything here.

So maybe I would keep it to myself and my close friends?

Once again, it was a 悲剧.

What happened at the hotel was really..

Errm..

Cannot think of any appropriate words to describe.

Haizz

To be continued!

19/Nov/09

2009-11-19T12:48:00.003+08:00

Thanks for those guys helping me out last night.

I Appreciate it.

Somehow I dun really believe I could become like that.

Maybe I just wanted to relieve/lessen the burden which accumulated and was weighing on me over time.

I think, this is the first time, which I REALLY dislike myself for whom I am.

Yet there is nothing can be done.

16/Nov/09

2009-11-16T22:11:00.003+08:00

Ha.

Dun know what to post actually.

I just feel that I should update my blog regularly, so you guys will blog often too.

Prom is coming real soon and I have been heading to Orchard area almost everyday.

Arhh..

Really dun know what to blog!

Maybe that's all.. HAHA!

15/Nov/09

2009-11-15T18:15:00.003+08:00

Mac, Siying, Guowan and Me!

Genting trip was great!!!

Had loads of fun!

Especially in the theme park~~

Haha, I really haven't been in a theme park for such a long time!!

Oversea trip with friends is really GREAT!!!!

11/Nov/09

2009-11-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

Os are Officially ended!

The next few days will ABSOLUTELY be fun and exciting!

I've been waiting VERY desperately for this Friday!

Genting trip with Guowan, Siying and Macrina!

Even though it's only a one night trip, but we are going to enjoy our time!!

It's been at least a year or maybe even two since I last visited any theme parks..

Pray that the weather will be fine!

Science MCQ was quite okay, even though I was sorta stunned when seeing some of the physics MCQs. But overall, it was still fine.

Maybe lost two or three marks in total.

There was this funny question, where I saw the word ion but my mind reflected it as an isotope.

Then I was thinking, stupid examiner, want to trick me? wait long long..

After the exam then realised I was fooled by myself.. HAHA!

Since I didn't want to go for swimming or other activities.

So I kinda requested Joey n Ash to follow them to Orchard.

Ash was getting her prom clothes, and I was following her!

Haha, think I was very extra there~ ( Actually, I was.)

The funny part was that, while we were walking around Far East plaza.

We met the guys!, namely Gerald goh, Karwong, Kevin, Zankai and Juin tat.

It was so cool!!. HAHA!

They were getting their prom suits too.

After that, we went to buy our ice-cream from this DAMN cool uncle.

Hard to elaborate, but he sorta performed some tricks.

The ice-cream is sticky too! Nice, haha.

Orh yeah, I'm so happy that Gerald Goh is not wearing the same kind of suit as me for prom.

I always got this feeling we would be wearing the same clothes for prom, which would definitely be the joke of the day.

Luckily it's not happening. haha

10/Nov/09

2009-11-10T22:05:00.003+08:00

Finally I WENT OUT today!!

Even though it was only a few hours..

First headed to Sengkang library to borrow two books on Tokyo travel guide.

Now I got a total of three such books!

Gonna have a good time reading n planning.(Is it too early? Still 6 weeks more from my trip and my visa is not even done yet..)

Talked about Visa..

I really want to complain about how troublesome it is.

You guys can just go Japan with an air ticket, but I need the stupid VISA!

For that stupid Visa, I need my aunt to write so many documents.

And I have to go to the school, the bank, the embassy to collect all sorts of cert. and forms.

Then, went to Orchard to meet my mum.

So embarrassed when a shop assistant asked if she was my sister.

Well, my mum does look young, but I do not look that old yet right..........

悲剧.....

Okay, I will stop here.

Need to revise on science le, haven't studied anything since the geog paper..

Somehow I have a bad feeling that I didn't do so well for science..

Hope it is not true!

9/Nov/09

2009-11-09T17:56:00.001+08:00

Rotting at home recently.

Sad.

BIGBANG!

They may not be as hot as SS501,

but their songs are really nice.

8/Nov/09

2009-11-08T21:06:00.003+08:00

After California,Florida,Tokyo,Paris and Hongkong, the next one will be landed in Shanghai.

The construction of the 6th Disneyland has finally gained approval from the Chinese government.

To be opened earliest in 2014, the park occupied 1.5km^2 of land near Pudong International Airport.

When it is opened, anyone wants to go together?

I can be your free-of-charge tour guide. =D

8/Nov/09

2009-11-08T00:23:00.003+08:00

NEW BLOG SKIN!

Haha.

I guess I'm one of the few guys who have been using the same plain and simple skin for such a long period of time!

(As for me, I have been using my old skin for one year!!)

Spent about 2 hours editing the skin.

Anyway, PLEASE tag me when you visit my blog. =)

Or I will be feeling like I'm blogging in a No Man's Land!

Thanks!

6/Nov/09

2009-11-06T23:37:00.003+08:00

Great day spent outside, tiring though.

Raph came my house early in the morning( actually also not that early..~)

and he went to school tgt with me.

I went to the school today to make my declaration form stating I'm a student of Punggol Secondary School, so that I can make my visa to Japan.

Well, but the declaration form actually misspelled Japan as Japane.......

Wondering whether still can give it to Embassy of Japan or not.. HAHA!

Oh yeah, maybe I have never mentioned it in my blog.

I'm going Japan to visit my aunt in late Dec to early Jan, and is sorta confirmed.

Afterwards, met Shaun n Ashley to Orchard area.

Walked for hours and went through many many many shops.

To look for our prom clothes~

Shaun got his blazer and I reserved my full set of clothes for prom.

Along the way, we met Andy Putra!!!!...

Which was a total surprised.. HAHA!

Just reached home and I am really exhausted.

Think I have got a new interest now.~

PHOTOGRAPHING!

5/Nov/09

2009-11-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

Bloggers!

Please be active!

4/Nov/09

2009-11-04T17:05:00.002+08:00

Finally, IT'S OVER!

Left 1 science MCQ paper,

but I can bet 90% of the people will just study the night before the paper.

Physics, science.

Easy, except wasted 2 marks on weight related to air resistance that question.

I totally didn't realise it was rf = 0,

I wrote weight is not directly related to air resistance,

but usually an object with a higher weight will be bigger in size, so it has more air resistance.

WOW! I ADMIRE MY TALENTS IN INNOVATION! HAHAHA!

Combined humanities,

Geography.

Quite well done, even though I was kinda stunned when I saw a vege question in river section.

So it's all over. =]

I think, Im confident in entering Nanyang JC now.

70% like that.

Jiayous,

to Macrina and Melvin.

Hiaz..

Even though it's over, but I dun noe what to do now.~

2/Nov/09

2009-11-02T20:10:00.002+08:00

Finally.

Coming to an end.

Luckily it didn't waste my efforts to stay up to 4am in the morning..

S.S was fine, especially SEQ.

SBQ was kinda so-so, 3 questions half-way done.

But still think should be able to get a 35/50?

As for chem.

Average bah.

Somewhere between 85% to 90%.

Physics and Geography next.

Then.

30/Oct/09

2009-10-30T22:23:00.002+08:00

A well begun is half done!

Actually, also not that well. haha.

English.

Paper 1.

Section 1.

Power.

I wrote a transcript of my other essay on "Glory"

"We are motivated by a keen desire for praise, and the better a man is, the more he is inspired to glory." -----Marcus Tullius Cicero.

It was a nice essay except that it didn't really fit the topic.

I merely changed all my desire for glory/fame/praise to desire for power.

And there goes my essay on "Power"

Situational..

The format was a bit screwed.

Content was so-so...

A lousy piece compared to the usual works.

Paper 2.

Wow. I have to say Mrs.Haffiz is talented!!

Our prelim paper was on dreams..

And here comes the passage on dreams!

Overall quite okay.

Except that my vocabs are.... kinda wasted..

Since I failed to give the appropriate words..

At least a C5 for english, hopefully b4.

If I get b3, I will go learn 1000 new words. LOL!

E.Maths.

Paper 1.

>.>

Confirm lose 5 marks, and maybe may lose even more.

Paper 2.

Lose 1 mark only, most likely.

Yeah, so I think my possibility of getting A1 is roughly 70& bah. =D

A.Maths

YAY!

NO MISTAKES MADE!

One word.

AWESOME!

This A1 is absolutely secured.

Jiayous for upcoming examinations.

Off for some relaxations.~

25/Oct/09

2009-10-25T04:44:00.003+08:00

Hi, people.

It has been a long time since I last blogged.

Apologizes if you are a frequent reader of my blog.

Actually, this is my blog's 200th post. =D

For the past one or two months, my blog has been inactive,

but I will be back for regular posting as long as my holiday starts.

Well, I have not been really focusing on my studies recently.

Distracted by different things, mostly are the post-exam activities.

Now I'm saying that I've already learnt my lesson, I think I screwed my chemistry practical.

I heated a small amount of X for several minutes, and the residue stuck to the boiling tube when cooled..

In the end, I added water and it couldn't be dissolved at all!!!!!

Then my part 2 for chemistry was like... All no visible change.

~.~

Nvm, since it's combined science, it's still possible for an A1.

As for others, I dun really have much to say..

But I felt I have been neglecting some of my friends recently,

Sorry if I was like spending lesser time with you.

I'm really hoping the examinations can end as quickly as possible..

5/Oct/09

2009-10-05T21:16:00.003+08:00

I do think I'm getting complacent.

Never minds, it's time to make the last efforts.

30/Sep/09

2009-09-30T19:18:00.002+08:00

No classy stories to tell for a long time.

However, I have one to tell today.. lol!

Do you guys still remember that we all took individual photos during sec 2 that year?

Then, the stupid school told me they do not have my photo..

Wa kao.. I also got took the photo like everyone else.. Why Im the only one without the photo

~.~

Anyway, this was last year's story.

Today, I went to renew my Ezlink card. Since it was supposedly the "last day".

So, I went to Sengkang first.

Queued for 45 minutes like that..

In the end, the person told me...

"Sorry, replacement for Student Ezlinks is not available here.. The nearest place is Hougang interchange."

>.>

Trained to hougang..

As usual, I took out my wallet and placed it above the scanner..

Waited for 5 seconds, nothing happened. ~.~

Then I remembered I put my card in my pocket..

So I searched my pockets...

NOTHING!!!

LOL!!!

I was really like 苦笑不得(laugh? Cannot... Cry? Also cannot...)

I came here to renew my ezlink..

In the end I lost it... =.=!!!

Dots......

Went to the customer service next..

Luckily my ezlink was there..

I was like... "WOW!! So efficient...!"

Hahas..

Queued for another 45mins and got the thing done..

I tot today was due for the replacement..

In the end it was extended for another week. ~~

Then took train home..

The ticket was damnnn ex..

$2.20 for single trip from hougang to Rumbia...excluding the 1 dollar deposit.

Okay.. that;s all... bye~

29/Sep/09

2009-09-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

This is a hard decision to make.

27/Sep/09

2009-09-27T01:20:00.002+08:00

Permanent Residence, a.k.a PR, is one of the few topics which irritates me for many years.

Well, I think my acknowledgement of PR was false.

I actually thought I could have graduated as a student here and work as a foreigner.

Then, apply for PR.

Yeah, where got such good things in this world.. -.-

After I posted a thread in a local forum, I just knew that it was impossible.

Because my parents are foreign workers who are already PRs,

Im to be considered as a 2nd-generation PR.

Which means I have to go for National Service as long as I apply for PR.

Even 10 years later it will still be the same.. ~

Now the problem comes...

I have no idea of my future, whether I will stay here or return Shanghai.

If I will stay and live here for twenty years.

I will go for the NS.

But if I am leaving Singapore after I graduate , then there is no point joining the army camp and spending 2 and half years.

It is not only about the time, but also something else.

Hiazzz.

Maybe I will make the final decision after the Os.

23/Sep/09

2009-09-23T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hey, why are you guys locking your blogs???

Recently, we have gotten back our prelim papers, I think most of us did well for this time..

Hope it will be maintained/improved in Os.

This is 真心话. =]

Quite satisfied with my results.

Especially A.maths and physics.. haha~~

Physics was really a surprise, I had never expected to get this result..

Also, grats for Melvin Chew for his first in standard.

What comes along with the "achievements" is the loss of motivation.(Any grammar error here?)

Seriously I can't concentrate at home these days..

I was distracted by computer and bed.. lol!

The study plan which I made is not working..

Thinking of some ways to make it function as how it was proposed.

Cannot think of anything to post..

Update next time.

Bye~

20th/Sep/09

2009-09-20T23:48:00.003+08:00

Today, you are here.

But will you be here tomorrow?

Cherish your days.

16/Sep/09

2009-09-16T16:11:00.002+08:00

Last paper for prelims is finished.

Well, I think the one week holiday somehow screwed my attitude towards studying le.

No motivation to study now.

Maybe really need to screw some tests then can feel the pressure.

Lols,actually this was my tactic to get good results for EOY examinations when I was in primary school.

Haha.

Yesterday I had a good time surfing the net.

Wikipedia, along with Google and Baidu enriched my night in terms of knowledge.

There was a quite interesting physics question which I came across yesterday while surfing.

Spent like 15mins doing , but to no avail. lols

After looked through the answer, then I realised I have not mastered my physics yet.

I will post the question at the end of the post.

Yeah, because of the fun I had last night..

I went to bed at 2.15am and only managed to sleep around 3+..

Had a hard time waking up this morning..

Thanks to Xinwei's alarm clock.. LOL!!!

After the paper finished, headed home and it was only 10am..

Watched Hancock and Death.Race in computer.

Death.Race is nice, super nice if you like cars and excitement.

And Im blogging now.

I wanted to go gym but darryl and his group had too much fun playing maple, dun wan go liao..

Zzzzz..

Okay, actually I wanted to post my views for the topic on Human Evolution, but somehow I feel lazy and Im also not so contented in the topic.

So~~

Lastly, the physics question. On electricity, D.C circuits.

Which I think it really tests one's concept quite well.

Btw, I translated it from Chinese. Hehe.

Two components,with resistance R1 And R2. It is known that R1>R2.

The two components are connected to a complete circuit with cells, in an unknown way.

When connected, R1 has power rating of 16W, the voltage across R2 is 8V.

Then, the two components are connected to the circuit in another way, with the same cells.

This time , R2 has power rating of 100W.

Find.

(1) The voltage of the cells.

(2)Resistance of R1.

Answer:

(1)40v

(2)64Ω

It is not easy and the working is tedious.

If you wan the working, give the question to Wangleng and he will tell you the answer..

LOL!!!

14/Sep/09

2009-09-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

A Sad, yet Fun day.

Morning woke up at 8..

Physics prelim first.

Lols, I spent 15 mins on picking the two questions out of the three..

Hahas.

E.Maths prelim next..

I think I didn't do well.

I was not really in mood of doing bahh.

The funny part is that my pencil no more lead le..

No choice but had to use compass to draw the graph..

In the end the curve was super ugly..

Hiazz.~~~

CCA results.

I got a B4. =(

Sian lah...

But anyway it's somehow actually what I should deserve, since I slacked too much during the training sessions.

>.>

After school, went Melvin hse with Raphael, Darryl.

To watch his dad's arowana eat frogs.. LOL!!!

Super funny..

Total of three tiny frogs ( 2cm in length and about 1cm in width? ) were swallowed by the fish.

And also..

Worms!!!!

Super e xin when you see about 100 worms in a container...

Hahas.

I got the videos, ask me to show you if you wanna see..

Reached home after that.

I only realised I had to go tuition 10 mins before it starts..

Shower + quick dinner in 15 mins..

~.~

Well, you guys maybe can see the video on youtube,

----- How to get up and get everything done and be ready for work in 5mins.

Hahas.

13/Sep/09

2009-09-13T15:13:00.002+08:00

Rotting at home..

Nothing much to post.

Since I have been camping at my room for.. three days??

Well, only yesterday was quite productive in terms of studies...

Today..

Errm.

Maybe have a quick recap on physics and do some practices.

Recently Im training my English listening.

Since I think I have to improve my English in all aspects now.

Or I really will face difficulties in future.

>.>

So there is another task in my list now.

I do not know if I can manage my time well.

10/Sep/09

2009-09-10T23:01:00.002+08:00

Been slacking these days, except today.. lols

Well, for tuesday and wednesday.

I think I really have done nothing constructive at home.

I only managed to work out a rough plan to get my way through the following 6 weeks..

Somehow, I feel it is a bit too late.

However, I also feel it is still early..

Lol.. So weird.. >.>

I will keep track of my milestone..

Let's see if the plan works..

Errmm.. Actually, the total plan is close to 250 hours..

Lol!!

A bit insane.. But I really wish I can make it..

为了理想嘛，付出一点是应该的.

不过说的到，却不一定做的到呢.

Today..

Gym and studying at anchorvale with some guys.

I think I did train hard today, but I do not feel even a single bit of muscle ache.

Maybe all bones, train how hard still bones.

......Nah, Im not Raphael..

lols

Reached home around 8.

Spent 30 minutes on a so-called Reader's Digest lucky draw thing.

Well, everything just seems to be so real.

What selected members.

What prize giving..

With signatures, signs, chops...

In the end, it was just pieces of crap when I found out from Melvin that he received 5 similar letters.. LOL!!!

After I google it... Even worse..

Those letters could even be traced back to 2007.. lol!!

Morale of story: 天下没有免费的午餐.

Off for revision.

7/Sep/09

2009-09-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

Quick post before I sleep.

Woke up early for extra lessons today.

Reached school and I was not late. (Achievement!)

Had the Chemistry mock exam, which really surprised most of us..

Because almost all thought it would be a practical exam instead of paper work..

Yeah, so.....

A lot people flunked, lols.. including me.

Prelim I think I could get A+, but this 1 I get B I laugh liao.. LOL!!

So many stupid questions on Atmosphere.. Totally forgotten.. hahas

Next, physics.

Gotten our milestone paper back..

Not bad lah.. Almost A+.. lols

After checking the scrip, I lost interest in the lesson and started 发呆..

Went to SPC to get newspaper, to check for the movie timings..

It was funny when we placed the newspaper on the shelf of Maggie mee there, then we realised it was gone after we checked the page on movies..

We looked out of the window and saw an uncle holding newspaper..

Hahaha.. Melvin and me went to get it back, so paiseh. ~.~

Lunch at econ, went back school for english.

Well, 19/30 for my Paper 1 Section 1.

There is one classy paragraph which I had used in Mid-year, Prelim, milestone and homework..

LOL!!

After school, went Vivo straight..

3.30 G-force 3D no slot..

So watched 4.50 G-force..

In between the one hour just hanging around vivo city..

In our green uniform.. LOL!!

All the hamsters in the movie are cute.

The GV theatre was big and cold..

The movie was 1 hour and half..

Overall quite okay..

Except that I was too tired..

And I slept for about 20 mins during the last 30 mins...

LOLLLL!!!

Seriously I could not open my eyes and they just automatically closed.. hahaha

Joke lah. >.>

Rushed home for tuition next.

~.~

Gonna have a quick recap on physics before I go for bed.

Bye

7/Sep/09

2009-09-07T00:11:00.002+08:00

Let's see how it goes.

This is a quote in Chinese, which I saw a couple of days ago.

物以类聚，人以群分。

近朱者赤，近墨者黑。