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first 3 weeks of j2 life.

Sunday, January 30, 2011 { 12:53 AM }

30/1/2011

I've been a j2 for 3 weeks already.

Somehow I prefer school life for these few weeks, I can feel the motivation to go to school.

Maybe it's because school can keep myself occupied and can leave no time for me to waste.

I've realized emptiness is the word to describe me.

Playing dota for months and wasting 3 or 4 hours on the internet everyday, this is the typical me.

Staring at facebook blankly, visiting all the same forums, reading the world's latest news, all these are part of my daily routine.

Reason? I think I'm trying to make myself "exist".

It sure sucks if you dun noe what's happening around you.

It's weird onlining msn all day when nobody talks to you, and yet you continue doing it.

It's just the emptiness within me I guess.

In fact I've been doing well in my life these few weeks, but I'm emotional now probably because I've always trying to hide this emptiness within myself.

Anyway, I like J2 life.

This is so similar to sec 4 life, when you no longer need to take the subjects you hate.(Yes, PW and Chi)

You only need to study subjects that's really important.

I feel it's fine even we can have 7 hours of lesson a day, it's tiring but it's way better than wasting your time on things like pw.

Btw, bridge is my fav card game now~~ hahas

Yesterday night was really awesome, I really like the chatting part.

Got jingyan xueying yizen timothea cheekong and me, so sad that some guys cant make it.

Even though we've been in the same class for one year, but it's really true we dun know each other well.

Hopefully we can do this often~~~

(But seriously it's freezing when u sit on nex's rooftop garden at 10pm, the wind kills.)

Okay, I have to admit I wa moody just now so I thought of blogging and now......

I'm totally cool. lol!

Kay, bye~

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