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Virus, Beethoven

Friday, April 29, 2011 { 8:22 PM }

As Miss Sum talked about arts and mentioned Beethoven today.

I realised actually I do like some of the classical music.

There's this song known as V3 in o2jam. Definitely one of the all time classics in the game.

It's so great that I even went to research back then, to find out where it was originated.

I think it was sec 2 or sec 3, I found out that it was originated from Beethoven Virus.

Or maybe it was known as Beethoven Pathetique Piano Sonata No. 8 opus 13 part 3. (Googled this)

Even today, it's still one of my favorite song in o2jam.

There are quite a number of versions. The one that influenced me the most is

"Diana Boncheva feat. BanYa - Beethoven Virus Full Version" on youtube.

perhaps you can check it out on youtube!

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Matured? Or hypocritical?

Thursday, April 28, 2011 { 9:46 PM }

As we grow up, we seems to become more matured.

In fact, we are just becoming more hypocritical.

We fear to let others know how we really think or act.

Consequently, we can only keep it to ourselves to maintain your own image.

True or false?

I'm not sure, I can't make a good judgement based on my current experience.

However, I believe it's applicable to most of us actually.

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Appreciation

Sunday, April 24, 2011 { 2:40 AM }

I may not be in any position to say this.

Sometimes I blame others for the fact they dun know how to appreciate.

Now I think that idea is stupid and funny, because I'm not in any position to talk about others.

I always think I'm weak or lousy when comparing myself with others.

In reality, I'm living a much much much better life than the billions of people out there.

It's always yourself who create all those unnecessary emotions.

If I can control my thoughts and emotions, the first thing I wanna do is to stop comparing myself with others.

Seems that I still need to learn more about appreciation.

Labels: Fei

Some quotations from renren.com

Tuesday, April 19, 2011 { 11:16 PM }

如果很喜欢很喜欢一个人，那么，保持一个朋友的距离就够了，这样可以一辈子。千万不要奢望靠近，人一旦

有了贪欲，就注定要失去.

很多事情不能自己掌控，即使再孤单再寂寞，仍要继续走下去。不许停也不能回头。

很多时候我们不知道，却假装知道；很多事情我们知道，却假装不知道；很多时候我们不开心，却假装很开心。

生活以成败论英雄，所以必须做强者。要想成大器，就容不得胆小怕事。路再远，再荆棘满途，只要去走，勇敢的披荆斩棘，就一定能走到目的地。

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We are just like animals.

Sunday, April 17, 2011 { 2:32 PM }

在澳大利亚的一个海滩上，一名游客突然发现了这只抑郁的袋鼠，它在海边站立了好久，于是拿起相机拍摄，谁知看到的竟是让他都觉得不可思议的这一幕。。事后，据动物学家介绍，动物有时也会患上抑郁症，有些也会选择自杀的方式了结此生。这样一只动情的袋鼠，也许上辈子是人类吧...

最后他消失了。。。。

蔚蓝的大海包容了多少的忧伤

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life can never be balanced.

Friday, April 8, 2011 { 11:30 PM }

Results are getting slightly better.

At least I managed to get a decent pass for all subjects and a S for GP.

Also, A for my h1 chinese and pw.

hard work or pure luckiness? I dun noe.

I only know I'm not happy.

Not really contented with other things in life.

This isn't about satisfaction or meeting expectations.

I seriously dislike the way things change these days.

Frictions between my close friends.

Pressures from family.

Possibilities of losing someone as a close friend or even as a normal friend.

All these unnecessary thoughts are existing like some spikes in my brain.

Getting emotional many times a day is smth I really hate.

Guess I really need to learn to face the reality and to forget about the past.

Labels: 多感的飞

Dun feel like blogging anymore.

Thursday, April 7, 2011 { 5:45 PM }

My msn just got blocked again. Life sucks to the max.

Suddenly I have the urge of erasing my past.

It seems that I've screwed so many things up.

fucked up life.

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